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On Being Raised by a Single Korean Mother

Every time that I get the urge to buy something, I think about the wise words that my mother told me years ago when I went off to college: “Credit cards are bad. Never use one unless it’s for an emergency.” At the time I thought that she was being a typical frugal Korean, but now that I’m older and have a mortgage and bills, I am grateful that she gave me the advice. I literally have one credit card that is fully paid off, and I refuse to use it unless I’m in dire need.

I didn’t always appreciate the advice that my mother gave me when I was growing up. When she and my father divorced in 1992 I was in middle school, and I was at the peak of my anti-adult phase. I didn’t want to be told what to do and how to live. I refused to believe that my father had abandoned us, but he had, and he had left an immigrant woman with only a high school education to raise two kids on her own. She worked tirelessly making computer and video parts during the week, and spent the weekends selling fake jewelry and hair accessories at the fleamarket.

I blamed my mother for the divorce because she was the only one I could blame. I actually blamed her for many things. I was angry that I couldn’t ask her for help on homework because she didn’t understand the material. I was upset that she never came to any of my softball games because she was always working too late. I despised spending weekends with her at the fleamarket. And although I loved eating rice and kimchi at least five times a week, I wished that she would make more American meals and learn how to bake cookies, but she didn’t. She just always seemed so tired.

Even when I went away to college I wished that she would send me care packages or letters, but it never happened. Even on the phone I had to be the one to say “I love you” first because she was never a physically or vocally affectionate person. I never understood anything about her until after I graduated college and got my first job and apartment. I finally understood the value of her years of hard work, and why she had to have two or three jobs just to pay the bills. I understood what it was like to come home after a hard day of work and not have the energy to cook a full meal or bake a batch of cookies. Most importantly, I understood that my mother had done her absolute best raising her children alone for so many years.

Then a few years ago while visiting her in Virginia she helped me to fully understand who she was. She had stood in line for rice rations during the Korean War and was left an orphan when both of her parents died. She had dreams of being an actress in the theater, but then she met my American father during the Vietnam War and moved to his hometown of Oklahoma, where she experienced racism from locals. She raised my brother and me alone for months on end while my father traveled abroad for the army. When my father was around she had to deal with his alcoholism, and that lasted over 20 years until they finally divorced.

After hearing all of this I felt lucky to be my mother’s daughter, and grateful that she trusted me enough to open up and show a side of vulnerability. The woman who I had never seen cry as a child finally did, and we cried together. It was a bonding experience that I will never forget.

Today I’m not ashamed to tell people that my Korean mom works at a dry cleaners because she has taught me the value of hard work. I’m proud to say that I have no credit card debt when I hear others talk about filing for bankruptcy or owing thousands of dollars. I’m glad that I buy things on sale or from a clearance rack because that’s what my mom did with me, and I don’t need to spend a lot of money to be happy. The only thing I’m still a bit upset about is that I never learned how to bake, but luckily I have a husband who does that for me!

I thank my mother for being an inspirational example for all immigrants who come to this country alone, and for being a strong mother and independent woman.

Trish Broome

Trish Broome is a half white/half Korean writer who currently lives in Baltimore, Maryland. When she’s not sharing her views on culture and diversity on Mixed Nation, she’s making readers laugh with her satire music articles on The Rap Insider. In her spare time she enjoys listening to ‘90s hip hop music, shopping at thrift stores and eating kimchi. Follow her on Twitter @TheGreenGroove.

9 thoughts on “On Being Raised by a Single Korean Mother

  • sunsm1les01

    Your mother is amazing, and she raised one hell of a woman 🙂

    • Trish Broome

      sunsm1les01 Thanks for the kind words!

  • CarolSkinner

    Love your story, love your mom, and love you, Miss Trish.

    • Trish Broome

      CarolSkinner Thanks Carol! You’re a great mom, too!

  • CarolSkinner

    My Mom told me, “Pay your bills before you eat.”

  • LukeWhitehead

    Very inspiring….thank you for sharing!

    • Trish Broome

      LukeWhitehead Thanks! Always happy to share 🙂

  • JanaSenobioGraves

    *Wondering if she lives in Fairfax or Annandale*
    The best thing a child can have is a loving mother (and/or father).
    Sounds a lot like my mom before she met my dad. She worked really hard to care for my sister on her own, and faced a lot of racism, too, for being Asian (also an immigrant). I have both parents, fortunately, but my mom always works extra hard just to give me and my sister the things she’s never had as a child. Now that I’m living on my own, I miss her more than ever.

    • Trish Broome

      JanaSenobioGraves I currently live in Baltimore, MD, but grew up in Newport News, VA. I’m so glad you could connect to my story!

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